Wed 0621 in bed, I'm not feeling terrible or anything, but I really haven't slept all that well. Last night I was lying in bed, half asleep, drowsing in and out, feeling all disoriented, and where the hell am I and what day is it, and I was feeling like I was quite badly drunk or something, but obviously I wasn't, I hadn't had any alcohol at all, and I looked at my watch or the clock on the phone, I should say, eventually, and it was a bit before midnight. I would have sworn it was like three or four in the morning, obviously I'd gone to bed early, but yeah, so I've been drifting in and out of sleep, and it's not like I'm sleeping badly, but ugh, anyway, I'm awake again now like I was this time yesterday.
I don't think I'm actively worried about anything including the volcano boarding or the whole social aspect that I've wrapped around it or anything. I don't think it's what's keeping me awake or stuff I'm asleep in. I do have this bizarre idea that it's one thing if it's just a social frost, that is what it is, it might suck, but I have this bizarre idea that I'm gonna want to or somehow inevitably get like ridiculously badly drunk like you know problems happen kind of stuff and there's just no reason whatsoever to think that's gonna be the case you know I mean fingers crossed I will manage to go out with people something but I don't think we're looking at dying of massive hangover or sickness the next morning or whatever when I've got to travel. The voice typing transcription the next bit was just utter trash. Maybe I was just waffling really badly, but I've deleted it Yeah, I mean there might be some excess and maybe that's good if there is, but there's no reason to believe absolute crazy mad Excess really nothing I've even read or friends have told me about Suggests that we are looking at that, you know those nights out in San Cristobal or earlier in this trip kind of stuff at worst. It's fine I don't have to be inhibited or hold back. It's not gonna be that big a deal and as I say nothing may happen at all I mean, I'm just I don't think that's keeping me awake or anything like that. I'm just waffling because I'm Writing this with the voice typing as I'm like in here in bed awake Anyway, so there we are where we are.
0948 power went off while I was still in bed, we've lost internet, not that it's a big deal and I've got my local sim anyway with plenty of data to spare. I'm back in my room, it's a bit annoying not having the fan on, I was toying with having a shower but I had one last night and since I can't sort of dry off in front of the fan I suspect I'm not gonna bother. I was gonna go out and try and do stuff this morning, well actually maybe that's a lie, I'm toying with going up the Cathedral Tower but I did that other tower yesterday and it's like I'm almost certainly coming back to Leon. That guy last night told me about the Revolutionary Museum, it's open, I'm not sure I've got the stomach for the politics but I'm not doing it today. As I say it's almost certain I will be back in Leon for a day at least later on on the way back to El Salvador so I can always do these things then. Who knows I may even end up staying tomorrow probably not but it's not impossible. I'm blowing hot and cold and whether I'm worried about the volcano boarding and the social aspect but trying to maintain a positive attitude.
I think to be honest the plan was more or less to go out and maybe have some to drink and perhaps buy an extra bottle of water for tonight or something oh by the way the water and reception it wasn't refrigerated and I rather suspect it's been filled from the tap because it tasted a bit funny so after I filled the bottle I put one of my tablets in it anyway I'll stick to using tablets or I'll buy a bottle of water as I say
So I think the plan is roughly to go out. I have a very low key walk I'll maybe go and get an iced coffee at that place. I had one yesterday It's a bit expensive and sugary what the hell it's energy And I might then go and see if I can have a sort of Elevens is early lunch type meal I don't want to be super bloated, but I suspect you know the more food I've got down me the better in terms of sustaining myself during this hike You know we're not being picked up till one assuming. It doesn't fall through so yeah I really I'm not I'm not not looking forward to and to be honest I'm modern optimistic And if it's a social bus, then it's a social bus that doesn't ruin all trip I've still done the activity and we deal with the social stuff another day I asked the woman at reception when I paid for my extra coffee about going to Granada and Basically she said the terminal is UCA, but you pronounce it ukka not not like the letters and you have to cross the street in in Manangwa, but it's basically the same place and I'm slightly unclear as to what were the special buses that go to UCA from here or whether I have to just ask when I get on the bus them to drop me there But it doesn't sound too big a deal
I haven't booked the hostel for tomorrow, and I'm probably not going to do it until I get back tonight. While I do have one place picked out, it's not like I'm going to miss out on the perfect hostel. There's a lot of randomness. I'll be able to get in somewhere, even if I book it tomorrow morning. I'm probably only booking for two nights to start with. I could always try the other hostel later. It's not like it's obviously the best in the world anyway. I may do more than four days in Granada for having a great time, or I may do some time there after Islam or Tepe. We'll see what happens, right? But I'm not booking anything until tonight. With regards to tonight, even ignoring the will I even meet anyone sort of angle, I don't know where I got this bizarre alcohol fixation from. It's not like it's filthy Fridays in Boca del Toro or anything. I mean, even if things go socially, absolutely perfectly, the most likely outcome is I have a few rum and cokes on the bus, and I'm a bit pissed because I'm not used to that sort of thing, and it's been on the bus, and it's a party atmosphere. But I'm starting from sober, and it's about an hour. Even if I'm then with the friendliest, nicest people in the world, and we go out all night, it's going to be beer. I'm not going to be off my fucking face like some 18-year-old nutcase, just because I've been in a party bus atmosphere for 50 minutes in the presence of rum and coke. I've just got this weird, oh my God, I am going to get wrecked without intending to kind of vibe, and I really don't think it's like that. I mean, hell, even if I was booked on the Bigfoot tour, and their party bus was even wilder, and then you go back to their hospital and you get two free mojitos, I would then be switching to beer. I mean, I just don't think... I mean, like, yeah, yeah, yeah. In theory, there are certainly outcomes tonight where things have gone well, but I feel sick. But I really don't think anything major is on the cards. And just to be completely clear, yes, I could just choose not to drink, et cetera, et cetera, but I do like to have a drink, and I like to have some fun with it once in a while, and that's fine. But I'm not planning to go crazy, it's just that I've got this weird idea that something in the whole thing is going to make me go crazy, which doesn't really make any sense. Like I say, this isn't Filthy Friday's kind of vibe, not like did that, but, you know.
0958 OK, let's head out for a minor wander and some iced coffee and food and so on.
1018 at el desayunazo for second breakfast. (El campechele, with an ices coffee) Harry Potter film appears to be on tv.
Feeling a little more chipper, not that I was feeling too bad tbh. Adopting a slightly more fuck it attitude.
Wearing single vision glasses in semi prep for boarding and it is weird. I keep having to take them off to read stuff. Goes to show how (while not perfect) I have for uses to varifocals. (I do take the varifocals off or peer under them so sometimes, but I suspect this is for micro print like the value of us coins which most people, even young ones, would be looking at very close up anyway. My raw eyes work fine for these things but I need to stop the glasses prescription getting in the way.)
[Thu 0005 just#t got gom| bit posse shit no[ berrible
Thu 1053 I assume that 0005 message says I just got home and am a bit pissed but not terrible. It looks awful but on screen keyboards make me seem drunk even when I am not.
Not a bad day overall. Currently sitting on minibus waiting to leave Leon for Managua UCA. Feel slightly rough but not too bad. Will write yesterday up later. Booked a dorm bed for two nights in Granada this morning. The listing said air conditioning for dorm but the confirmation email says only their private rooms have air con so this is the usual booking. Com shit here a fan gets billed as aircon, but we will see what happens and this is not critical.
Hostel checkout was 1030 which was a bit tight as I had been dicking around but perhaps for best as it did force me to get out. I did have a lateish breakfast about 915. I woke up about 8-9 really and was semi awake in bed.
1352 minibus sort of thing to UCA fine but felt interminable and my bum was killing ne. Trivial to change to another (larger, rattlier) bus for granada and on it now, though it hasn't gone very far yet. Got a sugary coke from a stall along the open road strip which seems to constitute UCA.
1523 just got off the bus. Heaven!
1547 checked in. No bottom bunk but it is quite a nice upper bunk, albeit not fully "sealed" so the risk of phone falling in the night is there. Very large hostle and mildly intimidating but see how it goes. Going out for sandwich materials and milk, sod it, I just feel like it. Free drinks 6-7 so see how that goes. May well have an early night and do the free walking tour 1030 tomorrow and try to relax a little.
1759 free social drinks hour about to start. I think I am going to channel my inner TEA and have the soft drinks option. A single day off would be something. I feel OK but broadly tired and a bit rough. Not sure I will manage to chat to anyone but it is fine. Just had shower and (very bad, maybe I should change the razor) shave and put clean clothes on (laundry is apparently only 1 USD a pound here, so I will likely get some done) and feel slightly more human but still tired and a bit bloated after gorging on sandwiches and then on some coke zero and an early night is likely on the far. Someone is anoring very loudly in the dorm which is not a great sign either. There is an aircon unit on the wall and whole it also manages to be coolish in there and there is a fan on the bed, I have lingering hope the aircon may be turned on by staff at night.
Ten bed dorm and there is a big shelf by the hunk and a locker with electric putlet and if not for the phone falling risk it would be a pretty nice upper bunk.
Free breakfast so will try to be up fort hat and as I say maybe the free walking tour. Scarcely seen any of town yet, just brrief walk over and out for sandwich stiff. It is fine. Not rish. I must be in a bad or funny mood because earlier when out for sandwiches then again for coke it feels like everyone locals and tourists alike walks incredibly slowly and the streets are a nightmare to navigate with congestion and slow walkers.
Really is tempting to have free alcohol but I am not to a few shots of rum on a single day. I think total abstinence for a day is much better.
1828 ok I am on second Fresca no alcohol. Thought I saw Harvey from the hot spring but fat from sure it is him and he didn't seem to tecognise me. I have been sitting here a bit BNM but actually not tha bothered but having some that for half an hour going to get phone out.
Atmosphere is actually not too bad I am sitting in uncovered part of courtyard and the sky is dark and there is touch of acool breeze and a hint of pleasant tropical warmth rather than the most sweltering way I have felt during the day (but intermittently out of nowhere a cool breeze would intermittently pop up)
I may go for a brief walk after this, not sure. But baaic plan is to write up yesterday and go to bed 9ish.
There is an oldish bloke, probably older than me, in my dorm and who is sitting possibly on his own however, he has lost all my sympathy by coming out here wearing either tight high cut underwear or tight high cut swimming shorts.
The highish stools at the tables are killing my arse. The bus seats were fairly well padded today but I guess all this sitting in slightly cramped conditions has been wreaking havoc on my muscles down there.
There might be a pub crawl here tomorrow night but I suspect I won't do it. There are shots in every bar and it feel a bit not my kind of intense. But we will see. I would in some way like to get chatting with people but I am also kind of not desperate and right now perhaps more than anything else I would like to go to bed. I may well manage to strike up a bit of chat with someone during the walking tour tomorrow.
A lot of people here seem to be in couples of small groups of friends. I am not trying that hard not am I necessarily that skilled but it really doesn't feel like it would be super easy for me to get chatting to someone.
While I was in kitchen earlier overheard someone saying Masaya was not worth it, we had been told during volcano boarding you could actually see lava but the guy today was saying you see a load of smoke and you have to go down after 5 minutes because the gases from the volcano are getting you high and that's that. I will do more research before deciding but this is a shame if true as I was going to go and the idea of actually seeing lava sounded cool.
It is quite busy, not unpleasantly so. Maybe about 25 people in the slightly elongated but not over narrow courtyard bar type area.
Quite nice murals.
1846 third alcohol free free drink. Temptation successfully avoided. :-) do feel a bit BNM but not terribly so, I don't think this environment super works for me but I putmyself out here, haven't felt shit, someone I know may walk past and say hi etc, and I also expect to maybe feel a bit more lively and dynamic tomorrow.
So eyesterday I went for a frappe thing at jugoso after second breakfast and a little boy about 4 came and sort of stood/sat at the other side of my tables as his mum and sister were getting takeaway drinks. He didn't seem to really talk but I ended up playing a game with him mirroring his hand movements across the table, which was kind of cool and kudos to myself for taking some kind of initiative.
I was the first one picked up for the volcano boarding, the reception woman came and got me from my room about 1250.
Felt okish, a bit solo etc but not too bad or overly bothered. But of chat with a probably 45 yo Canadian guy in front of me on the bus and with him and the tour lead chap Totti (actually Honduran, a volunteer who is travelling we also had an Australian woman volunteer and one other woman whose nationality I didn't know, so not that I care I am not really sure about this 100% nicaraguan jobs for locals etc schtick I think the company has) at the via via hostel where we went to pay the approx 370? Entry fee to tbepark. I picked out a free t shirt but (like most people) didn't actually wear it for the activity, I was wearing my blue long sleeve craft top and grey trousers btw.
The walk up carrying the board was a bit of a slog but not terrible. Wore sunglasses after asking and didn't take others up. I didn't need my fleece at all btw. Left most stuff including my phone in the bus. Some pretty cool views.
At the top we dropped the boards and went for a walk to see a fumarole (? Very hot hole in ground - I put my hands in and it was very hot, I think I gingerly touched the actual ground but not certain and I didn't want to burn myself - with smoke coming out) and nice view of the line of volcanoes which are part of the Pacific ring of fire or something like that.
We then put the jumpsuits on and our tour supplied backpacks on the front inside the jumpsuit and did the boarding down. I wore sunglasses with the protective goggles over the top and a beanie. I was about the third down in our group, there was another group there presumably from the other big hostel whose name escapes me right now. (The two us school buses parked up at the bottom afterwards by the way with the volcano's in the background - not the one we slid down - was actually imo a really nice compositon but I'd didn't have a camera, which was a shame. One bus was yellow the other was oragen, ours was parked head on and the other sideays and it just looked kind of cool somehow.)
I was surprisingly un-scared sitting at the top. I did go off the track and a bit and I did decide to go moderately fast - I have a note elsewhere which I made when we were told at the food stop on the way back, but if memory serves I was timed at 62km/hostel - and like allt be toher people in front of me I fell off at one point on the way down and the again when I got to the very bottom. I suspect I lost the track a bit but to be fair there are all the volunteers around part way down and I was a bit worried about running someone down and it was all a bit confusing in the moment. But the tumbles while very tumbly (rolling over and over) were not that big a deal, the surface did seem more like black sand than anything really sharp or rocky, and although I had some small bloody scratches on each leg I basically escaped unscathed. And it was pretty good fun albeit over pretty quickly.
After that we aat on top of the the bus to watch sunset ( I did actually see the top sliver of the sun disappear, which felt like something I haven't often seen) and then we had the party bjs back home. This was probably more dangerous than the volcano boarding given we were actively encouraged to sit on the backs of the seats and stand up and move round and the road was pretty bumpy and while I am not complaining it and it was kind of fun and I did quite get into it and felt moderately like part of the group etc, it was both that extremely cool LatAm "no aeatbelta mandated" kind of un-many state stuff but also probably genuinely a bit stupid but fun because of it.
We went back to via via and I decided to pop back tomy hostel to stop my bag so I didn't lose it (fleece, new t shirt, etc) and got a bit lost. Maybe the fiveish rum and cokes on the bus didn't help but I wasn't off my face and actually it was kind of a nice excess without going nuts. Anyway, I went back and rejoined the smallish group and had a bit of a chat and then we went on to some (I do think it might be harvey actually, but it isn't as if I know him terribly well so won't force myself over etc) bar where I got chagting with a nice Slovenian guy iirc (who just happened to be there) and there was a bit of chat with some of the people from the tour but it wasn't a huge group (I honestly don't think most people from the tour went on) and I did some very bad karaoke and I left about midnight as it was iirc feeling a bit dying (the slovenian had left a while before, hopefully not to get away from me :-)) and they had also open til midnight when I asked about the hostel locking up and as per the farbled message I obviously did get back into room just after midnight and I ate my tortilla chips and went to bed.
I just might do the volcano boarding again, perhaps with quetzaltrekkers as you get two goes, when I pass back through leon, we will see.
Ok, so I think that has at least got the basics bashed out for future memory.
I do feel a bit tired. I think I might go for a little walk and then perhaps move towards a very early bed.
Just yawned fwiw.
1929 been out for super brief orbit of main square. It is warm out not awful. Quite attractive but a bit run down and although it is probably ly fine and doesn't really feel bad and may just be my tiredness talking there is a vaguely slight sketchy undertone. I was yawning. It is apparently salsa night here at 8pm but even if I wasn't tired I don't think that would be for me.
J am not really feeling bad or down but I do feel a bit passively BNM. But it is first night and I am tired and definitely not super chipper. And it's like travel is about a mix of things like socialising and new experiences and sightseeing and random fun random stuff and relaxing etc etc and frankly I am not in the mood for any of those right now.
I do feel if I were 25 things would not be much different. I couldn't randomly start socialising with some group of four or five women in their twenties out of the blue even if I were there are, there's the whole group dynamic there.
I will see how I sleep etc tonight and if it is ok I will probably extend for a night, I don't want to rush off from granada and I am by no means writing the hostel off socially (a lot of it is luck and who is here when and just pjtting time in) and the laundry is cheap etc.
I should perhaps also look for things like a language exchange bit even if it is once a week and it is tonight and I miss it idont care, I am not going.
1934 ok, fuck it, I am going to clean my teeth and go to bed I don't feel bad, depressed or anything really beyond what is compatible with being tired and what feels like a midly grinding stint on the buses today etc, but frankly there is little to gain by staying up, even if it is a bit early to be going to bed. Plan remains breakfast, free morning coffee and walking tour tonorrow morning and take it from there. If I go to bed early I mag ge tup early and be able to take advantage of breakfast and coffee leisurely before the tour etc.
1948 tiny bit of ice-breaking chat at the water filter in the kitchen. Having slash before bed. Done teeth. Will send this in a minute.
1951 think they do have privates here but apart from general grounds like cost and not being over precious I don't think they had any available or even listed when I was booking. No idea what they might cost.
Ok. Bed.
I don't think I'm actively worried about anything including the volcano boarding or the whole social aspect that I've wrapped around it or anything. I don't think it's what's keeping me awake or stuff I'm asleep in. I do have this bizarre idea that it's one thing if it's just a social frost, that is what it is, it might suck, but I have this bizarre idea that I'm gonna want to or somehow inevitably get like ridiculously badly drunk like you know problems happen kind of stuff and there's just no reason whatsoever to think that's gonna be the case you know I mean fingers crossed I will manage to go out with people something but I don't think we're looking at dying of massive hangover or sickness the next morning or whatever when I've got to travel. The voice typing transcription the next bit was just utter trash. Maybe I was just waffling really badly, but I've deleted it Yeah, I mean there might be some excess and maybe that's good if there is, but there's no reason to believe absolute crazy mad Excess really nothing I've even read or friends have told me about Suggests that we are looking at that, you know those nights out in San Cristobal or earlier in this trip kind of stuff at worst. It's fine I don't have to be inhibited or hold back. It's not gonna be that big a deal and as I say nothing may happen at all I mean, I'm just I don't think that's keeping me awake or anything like that. I'm just waffling because I'm Writing this with the voice typing as I'm like in here in bed awake Anyway, so there we are where we are.
0948 power went off while I was still in bed, we've lost internet, not that it's a big deal and I've got my local sim anyway with plenty of data to spare. I'm back in my room, it's a bit annoying not having the fan on, I was toying with having a shower but I had one last night and since I can't sort of dry off in front of the fan I suspect I'm not gonna bother. I was gonna go out and try and do stuff this morning, well actually maybe that's a lie, I'm toying with going up the Cathedral Tower but I did that other tower yesterday and it's like I'm almost certainly coming back to Leon. That guy last night told me about the Revolutionary Museum, it's open, I'm not sure I've got the stomach for the politics but I'm not doing it today. As I say it's almost certain I will be back in Leon for a day at least later on on the way back to El Salvador so I can always do these things then. Who knows I may even end up staying tomorrow probably not but it's not impossible. I'm blowing hot and cold and whether I'm worried about the volcano boarding and the social aspect but trying to maintain a positive attitude.
I think to be honest the plan was more or less to go out and maybe have some to drink and perhaps buy an extra bottle of water for tonight or something oh by the way the water and reception it wasn't refrigerated and I rather suspect it's been filled from the tap because it tasted a bit funny so after I filled the bottle I put one of my tablets in it anyway I'll stick to using tablets or I'll buy a bottle of water as I say
So I think the plan is roughly to go out. I have a very low key walk I'll maybe go and get an iced coffee at that place. I had one yesterday It's a bit expensive and sugary what the hell it's energy And I might then go and see if I can have a sort of Elevens is early lunch type meal I don't want to be super bloated, but I suspect you know the more food I've got down me the better in terms of sustaining myself during this hike You know we're not being picked up till one assuming. It doesn't fall through so yeah I really I'm not I'm not not looking forward to and to be honest I'm modern optimistic And if it's a social bus, then it's a social bus that doesn't ruin all trip I've still done the activity and we deal with the social stuff another day I asked the woman at reception when I paid for my extra coffee about going to Granada and Basically she said the terminal is UCA, but you pronounce it ukka not not like the letters and you have to cross the street in in Manangwa, but it's basically the same place and I'm slightly unclear as to what were the special buses that go to UCA from here or whether I have to just ask when I get on the bus them to drop me there But it doesn't sound too big a deal
I haven't booked the hostel for tomorrow, and I'm probably not going to do it until I get back tonight. While I do have one place picked out, it's not like I'm going to miss out on the perfect hostel. There's a lot of randomness. I'll be able to get in somewhere, even if I book it tomorrow morning. I'm probably only booking for two nights to start with. I could always try the other hostel later. It's not like it's obviously the best in the world anyway. I may do more than four days in Granada for having a great time, or I may do some time there after Islam or Tepe. We'll see what happens, right? But I'm not booking anything until tonight. With regards to tonight, even ignoring the will I even meet anyone sort of angle, I don't know where I got this bizarre alcohol fixation from. It's not like it's filthy Fridays in Boca del Toro or anything. I mean, even if things go socially, absolutely perfectly, the most likely outcome is I have a few rum and cokes on the bus, and I'm a bit pissed because I'm not used to that sort of thing, and it's been on the bus, and it's a party atmosphere. But I'm starting from sober, and it's about an hour. Even if I'm then with the friendliest, nicest people in the world, and we go out all night, it's going to be beer. I'm not going to be off my fucking face like some 18-year-old nutcase, just because I've been in a party bus atmosphere for 50 minutes in the presence of rum and coke. I've just got this weird, oh my God, I am going to get wrecked without intending to kind of vibe, and I really don't think it's like that. I mean, hell, even if I was booked on the Bigfoot tour, and their party bus was even wilder, and then you go back to their hospital and you get two free mojitos, I would then be switching to beer. I mean, I just don't think... I mean, like, yeah, yeah, yeah. In theory, there are certainly outcomes tonight where things have gone well, but I feel sick. But I really don't think anything major is on the cards. And just to be completely clear, yes, I could just choose not to drink, et cetera, et cetera, but I do like to have a drink, and I like to have some fun with it once in a while, and that's fine. But I'm not planning to go crazy, it's just that I've got this weird idea that something in the whole thing is going to make me go crazy, which doesn't really make any sense. Like I say, this isn't Filthy Friday's kind of vibe, not like did that, but, you know.
0958 OK, let's head out for a minor wander and some iced coffee and food and so on.
1018 at el desayunazo for second breakfast. (El campechele, with an ices coffee) Harry Potter film appears to be on tv.
Feeling a little more chipper, not that I was feeling too bad tbh. Adopting a slightly more fuck it attitude.
Wearing single vision glasses in semi prep for boarding and it is weird. I keep having to take them off to read stuff. Goes to show how (while not perfect) I have for uses to varifocals. (I do take the varifocals off or peer under them so sometimes, but I suspect this is for micro print like the value of us coins which most people, even young ones, would be looking at very close up anyway. My raw eyes work fine for these things but I need to stop the glasses prescription getting in the way.)
[Thu 0005 just#t got gom| bit posse shit no[ berrible
Thu 1053 I assume that 0005 message says I just got home and am a bit pissed but not terrible. It looks awful but on screen keyboards make me seem drunk even when I am not.
Not a bad day overall. Currently sitting on minibus waiting to leave Leon for Managua UCA. Feel slightly rough but not too bad. Will write yesterday up later. Booked a dorm bed for two nights in Granada this morning. The listing said air conditioning for dorm but the confirmation email says only their private rooms have air con so this is the usual booking. Com shit here a fan gets billed as aircon, but we will see what happens and this is not critical.
Hostel checkout was 1030 which was a bit tight as I had been dicking around but perhaps for best as it did force me to get out. I did have a lateish breakfast about 915. I woke up about 8-9 really and was semi awake in bed.
1352 minibus sort of thing to UCA fine but felt interminable and my bum was killing ne. Trivial to change to another (larger, rattlier) bus for granada and on it now, though it hasn't gone very far yet. Got a sugary coke from a stall along the open road strip which seems to constitute UCA.
1523 just got off the bus. Heaven!
1547 checked in. No bottom bunk but it is quite a nice upper bunk, albeit not fully "sealed" so the risk of phone falling in the night is there. Very large hostle and mildly intimidating but see how it goes. Going out for sandwich materials and milk, sod it, I just feel like it. Free drinks 6-7 so see how that goes. May well have an early night and do the free walking tour 1030 tomorrow and try to relax a little.
1759 free social drinks hour about to start. I think I am going to channel my inner TEA and have the soft drinks option. A single day off would be something. I feel OK but broadly tired and a bit rough. Not sure I will manage to chat to anyone but it is fine. Just had shower and (very bad, maybe I should change the razor) shave and put clean clothes on (laundry is apparently only 1 USD a pound here, so I will likely get some done) and feel slightly more human but still tired and a bit bloated after gorging on sandwiches and then on some coke zero and an early night is likely on the far. Someone is anoring very loudly in the dorm which is not a great sign either. There is an aircon unit on the wall and whole it also manages to be coolish in there and there is a fan on the bed, I have lingering hope the aircon may be turned on by staff at night.
Ten bed dorm and there is a big shelf by the hunk and a locker with electric putlet and if not for the phone falling risk it would be a pretty nice upper bunk.
Free breakfast so will try to be up fort hat and as I say maybe the free walking tour. Scarcely seen any of town yet, just brrief walk over and out for sandwich stiff. It is fine. Not rish. I must be in a bad or funny mood because earlier when out for sandwiches then again for coke it feels like everyone locals and tourists alike walks incredibly slowly and the streets are a nightmare to navigate with congestion and slow walkers.
Really is tempting to have free alcohol but I am not to a few shots of rum on a single day. I think total abstinence for a day is much better.
1828 ok I am on second Fresca no alcohol. Thought I saw Harvey from the hot spring but fat from sure it is him and he didn't seem to tecognise me. I have been sitting here a bit BNM but actually not tha bothered but having some that for half an hour going to get phone out.
Atmosphere is actually not too bad I am sitting in uncovered part of courtyard and the sky is dark and there is touch of acool breeze and a hint of pleasant tropical warmth rather than the most sweltering way I have felt during the day (but intermittently out of nowhere a cool breeze would intermittently pop up)
I may go for a brief walk after this, not sure. But baaic plan is to write up yesterday and go to bed 9ish.
There is an oldish bloke, probably older than me, in my dorm and who is sitting possibly on his own however, he has lost all my sympathy by coming out here wearing either tight high cut underwear or tight high cut swimming shorts.
The highish stools at the tables are killing my arse. The bus seats were fairly well padded today but I guess all this sitting in slightly cramped conditions has been wreaking havoc on my muscles down there.
There might be a pub crawl here tomorrow night but I suspect I won't do it. There are shots in every bar and it feel a bit not my kind of intense. But we will see. I would in some way like to get chatting with people but I am also kind of not desperate and right now perhaps more than anything else I would like to go to bed. I may well manage to strike up a bit of chat with someone during the walking tour tomorrow.
A lot of people here seem to be in couples of small groups of friends. I am not trying that hard not am I necessarily that skilled but it really doesn't feel like it would be super easy for me to get chatting to someone.
While I was in kitchen earlier overheard someone saying Masaya was not worth it, we had been told during volcano boarding you could actually see lava but the guy today was saying you see a load of smoke and you have to go down after 5 minutes because the gases from the volcano are getting you high and that's that. I will do more research before deciding but this is a shame if true as I was going to go and the idea of actually seeing lava sounded cool.
It is quite busy, not unpleasantly so. Maybe about 25 people in the slightly elongated but not over narrow courtyard bar type area.
Quite nice murals.
1846 third alcohol free free drink. Temptation successfully avoided. :-) do feel a bit BNM but not terribly so, I don't think this environment super works for me but I putmyself out here, haven't felt shit, someone I know may walk past and say hi etc, and I also expect to maybe feel a bit more lively and dynamic tomorrow.
So eyesterday I went for a frappe thing at jugoso after second breakfast and a little boy about 4 came and sort of stood/sat at the other side of my tables as his mum and sister were getting takeaway drinks. He didn't seem to really talk but I ended up playing a game with him mirroring his hand movements across the table, which was kind of cool and kudos to myself for taking some kind of initiative.
I was the first one picked up for the volcano boarding, the reception woman came and got me from my room about 1250.
Felt okish, a bit solo etc but not too bad or overly bothered. But of chat with a probably 45 yo Canadian guy in front of me on the bus and with him and the tour lead chap Totti (actually Honduran, a volunteer who is travelling we also had an Australian woman volunteer and one other woman whose nationality I didn't know, so not that I care I am not really sure about this 100% nicaraguan jobs for locals etc schtick I think the company has) at the via via hostel where we went to pay the approx 370? Entry fee to tbepark. I picked out a free t shirt but (like most people) didn't actually wear it for the activity, I was wearing my blue long sleeve craft top and grey trousers btw.
The walk up carrying the board was a bit of a slog but not terrible. Wore sunglasses after asking and didn't take others up. I didn't need my fleece at all btw. Left most stuff including my phone in the bus. Some pretty cool views.
At the top we dropped the boards and went for a walk to see a fumarole (? Very hot hole in ground - I put my hands in and it was very hot, I think I gingerly touched the actual ground but not certain and I didn't want to burn myself - with smoke coming out) and nice view of the line of volcanoes which are part of the Pacific ring of fire or something like that.
We then put the jumpsuits on and our tour supplied backpacks on the front inside the jumpsuit and did the boarding down. I wore sunglasses with the protective goggles over the top and a beanie. I was about the third down in our group, there was another group there presumably from the other big hostel whose name escapes me right now. (The two us school buses parked up at the bottom afterwards by the way with the volcano's in the background - not the one we slid down - was actually imo a really nice compositon but I'd didn't have a camera, which was a shame. One bus was yellow the other was oragen, ours was parked head on and the other sideays and it just looked kind of cool somehow.)
I was surprisingly un-scared sitting at the top. I did go off the track and a bit and I did decide to go moderately fast - I have a note elsewhere which I made when we were told at the food stop on the way back, but if memory serves I was timed at 62km/hostel - and like allt be toher people in front of me I fell off at one point on the way down and the again when I got to the very bottom. I suspect I lost the track a bit but to be fair there are all the volunteers around part way down and I was a bit worried about running someone down and it was all a bit confusing in the moment. But the tumbles while very tumbly (rolling over and over) were not that big a deal, the surface did seem more like black sand than anything really sharp or rocky, and although I had some small bloody scratches on each leg I basically escaped unscathed. And it was pretty good fun albeit over pretty quickly.
After that we aat on top of the the bus to watch sunset ( I did actually see the top sliver of the sun disappear, which felt like something I haven't often seen) and then we had the party bjs back home. This was probably more dangerous than the volcano boarding given we were actively encouraged to sit on the backs of the seats and stand up and move round and the road was pretty bumpy and while I am not complaining it and it was kind of fun and I did quite get into it and felt moderately like part of the group etc, it was both that extremely cool LatAm "no aeatbelta mandated" kind of un-many state stuff but also probably genuinely a bit stupid but fun because of it.
We went back to via via and I decided to pop back tomy hostel to stop my bag so I didn't lose it (fleece, new t shirt, etc) and got a bit lost. Maybe the fiveish rum and cokes on the bus didn't help but I wasn't off my face and actually it was kind of a nice excess without going nuts. Anyway, I went back and rejoined the smallish group and had a bit of a chat and then we went on to some (I do think it might be harvey actually, but it isn't as if I know him terribly well so won't force myself over etc) bar where I got chagting with a nice Slovenian guy iirc (who just happened to be there) and there was a bit of chat with some of the people from the tour but it wasn't a huge group (I honestly don't think most people from the tour went on) and I did some very bad karaoke and I left about midnight as it was iirc feeling a bit dying (the slovenian had left a while before, hopefully not to get away from me :-)) and they had also open til midnight when I asked about the hostel locking up and as per the farbled message I obviously did get back into room just after midnight and I ate my tortilla chips and went to bed.
I just might do the volcano boarding again, perhaps with quetzaltrekkers as you get two goes, when I pass back through leon, we will see.
Ok, so I think that has at least got the basics bashed out for future memory.
I do feel a bit tired. I think I might go for a little walk and then perhaps move towards a very early bed.
Just yawned fwiw.
1929 been out for super brief orbit of main square. It is warm out not awful. Quite attractive but a bit run down and although it is probably ly fine and doesn't really feel bad and may just be my tiredness talking there is a vaguely slight sketchy undertone. I was yawning. It is apparently salsa night here at 8pm but even if I wasn't tired I don't think that would be for me.
J am not really feeling bad or down but I do feel a bit passively BNM. But it is first night and I am tired and definitely not super chipper. And it's like travel is about a mix of things like socialising and new experiences and sightseeing and random fun random stuff and relaxing etc etc and frankly I am not in the mood for any of those right now.
I do feel if I were 25 things would not be much different. I couldn't randomly start socialising with some group of four or five women in their twenties out of the blue even if I were there are, there's the whole group dynamic there.
I will see how I sleep etc tonight and if it is ok I will probably extend for a night, I don't want to rush off from granada and I am by no means writing the hostel off socially (a lot of it is luck and who is here when and just pjtting time in) and the laundry is cheap etc.
I should perhaps also look for things like a language exchange bit even if it is once a week and it is tonight and I miss it idont care, I am not going.
1934 ok, fuck it, I am going to clean my teeth and go to bed I don't feel bad, depressed or anything really beyond what is compatible with being tired and what feels like a midly grinding stint on the buses today etc, but frankly there is little to gain by staying up, even if it is a bit early to be going to bed. Plan remains breakfast, free morning coffee and walking tour tonorrow morning and take it from there. If I go to bed early I mag ge tup early and be able to take advantage of breakfast and coffee leisurely before the tour etc.
1948 tiny bit of ice-breaking chat at the water filter in the kitchen. Having slash before bed. Done teeth. Will send this in a minute.
1951 think they do have privates here but apart from general grounds like cost and not being over precious I don't think they had any available or even listed when I was booking. No idea what they might cost.
Ok. Bed.